I WANT THESE !!

DOPOD 818 Pro in PINK !

i want an O2 Xda Zinc. This PDA rocks!! it's the bomb! the price a bigger bomb !!!!

Happy 20th Birthday!

my dear sister celebrated her BIG TWO ZERO today!

CNY Pictures

Dinner at Little Cottage 2

Last night i went dinner at Little Cottage 2 with Jensen and Clement.Little Cottage 2 is located at Waterfall Hotel.Their main branch is in town somewhere near Chew Thean Yang aquarium.the food served was not bad but it's not worth it.the prices are abit too overpriced.it is almost the same as those you can get in Eden or The Ship.a blog post will not be complete without pictures isn't it?so here's some.

Compulsory Bimbo Pic

Chicken and Turkey Ham Combo

Mexico Chicken

Random

i've got a bad news today.the ptptn officers sent a letter to my house to let me know that my loan has been terminated because i failed to comply to rules.i did not do very well in my semester 1 finals.therefore it will be terminated.sighhh...... i've got to wait till coll reopens then i will go talk to those admin people to see what i can do to reactivate my loan... grr,it's all my fault. i should have work harder.but what's over is over.can't possible turn back time can i?

this is what i hate about myself.my very playful and tidak apa self.i will never work hard to get what i want.haha.and i will complain when i don't get what i want.grr! regretting it later on.bad move.so now,i will try my best to work harder on my future sem.no more skipping class so often.i cannot guarentee to always attend class la,but i will try to attend more-ma.hahaha.

i don't have anything else to blog about.too lazy to think of anything.oh ya,i don't want to go back to coll.it's gonna start soon.how sad how sad.. no more late nights and waking up late in the evening.no more gambling also,CNY ending real soon.bahhhhh !!

CNY 2007

Chinese New Year will never be the same again after the demise of my grandmother few years back.when she was still alive,every CNY will be very traditional.not those overrated traditional but it still is traditional-la.i dont know how to explain but the atmosphere was different then what we have to experience now.with grandma around,things are always different,it felt really like CNY because grandma have a lot of pantang larangs.now,nobody bothers or scold even if you wear black from head to toe during the first day of chinese new year.all of us have grown up,therefore there are less noise and less kids running around.we now have 12 nephews and nieces in the family.but they are all younger than 6 years old so they cannot possibly make alot of noise like my cousins and i used to.because there were more of us,30+ of us.we have all grown up,some got married,some gave birth and some bring their respective partners home.during reunion,it is not so happening anymore,because we have to go to our partner's house to eat and those that got married ate at their inlaws.

i want back those CNY feelings,where all of us will be running around playing fire crackers,eat,gamble away.i do not quite have the CNY feelings this year.i did not even play with any fire crackers.i wonder what will happen as we grow older somemore,will it be less and less happening ? sigh... relatives are also getting very stingy.hehe.giving very little ang pow money.i don't blame them la.so many of us you know.give 5 bucks each also can pok kai.hahahah.the next generation will get alot of ang pows because like i said there are 30+ of us.those nephews and nieces will get a whole bucket load of angpow.hmm,maybe i shouldn't get married so fast,later must give alot of angpows.hahahaa...

tonight is the tenth day of CNY already.which also means it's ''tee kong meh'' we will be going over to simpang empat.my eldest cousin's house.to ''pai tee kong'' and also gamble-la of cos.

Puppies!

Blackie finally gave birth on the 2nd day of Chinese New Year.As i have predicted,she gave birth to FIVE healthy pups.It took her five hours to deliver each of them and i was by her side when she delivered.imagine squatting down by the roadside for five hours.i was practically feeding mosquitoes you know!but it's all worth it.she gave birth to a male and four females (swt!) i wanted more males actually.anyway,one of the females died on the fourth day of CNY.i do not know the cause of it's death but i think it's because she got neglected by her mummy.she was slower compared to her other siblings and she couldn't fight her way to drink milk.poor girl.i bought a baby bottle and milk to help the mother feed.hehe.no easy job.phooi came over to my house the other day to help me build shelter for them.she uses a very big box and cut a hole big enough for the mom to go in and out.it looks like a small house right outside my house.how cute!

the only thing that i am worried about is,what am i gonna do with those puppies when they are independant? i can't possibly keep all of them.my mom will chop my head off and use it to boil soup.oh dear.there is a lot of stupid,materialistic,high end people out there who cringe at the word 'mongrel'. to tell you the truth,mongrels are tougher and very loyal dogs.you hardly need to take them to the vet.all they need is food,water,shelter and love.please,any good samaritan out there do contact me.to all of you reading my blog,please if any of your friends are looking to adopt one,let me know.

God Damn Mosquitoes

sometimes i wonder why are mosquitoes even created in this world.are they here to cause havoc ? they are disease bringer and bloody irritating at the same time.i cannot take this anymore. i must kill all of them.they bloody suck me blood dry!! bloody hell. they make my toes so itchy. just because they are mosquitoes,they don't need to kacau my toes.

i need shieldtox,H20,whatever stupid spray to keep them idiots away!! arrrggghhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm gonna be a mommy!!

not long ago, i adopted a stray dog.a female one.i did not adopt her la actually.she sort of bump into me.her owners left her.i saw her chasing after a wira from the winding road.the car was too fast for her and that's how we met.i approached her and she seems friendly and jovial.she has this smiley face.i don't know how to explain.she's not a puppy,she's quite a grown up.i don't keep her inside my house compound because my dogs don't get along with her.especially shiba.shiba hates her.ahahah,shiba hates any other dogs actually.hehe.so,i named her blackie,because she is black.all over.from head to tail.BLACK.she's a very faithful and loyal dog.she takes good care of my house and she follows me everywhere whenever my mum or i go out for an evening walk.

now,you must be wondering,what does adopting a dog have to do with me being a mommy? no,i am not pregnant for whatever's sake.she is.blackie is.she might go into labor any moment from now.her tummy is like really big.don't worry,she's healthy and all.i feed her with alot of food.it's amazing to find out how much water she drinks.i had to refill her bowl twice a day and that's how much she drinks.i am just worried that,what if i am not around when she's giving birth.CNY is like just around the corner,i might be busy.sigh.not easy being a mommy.haahahaha...she's gonna at least give birth to 5 puppies.any kind soul out there is willing to adopt ?please do not say no just because she is of no breed.

L - some stray puppy that came by, R - Blackie

My Ring !

need i say more ? *grins*

my best friend yunn,left to melbourne on the 12th of february.it has been 4 days since she left but i still miss her alot.thank god for handphones and internet.i can still keep in touch with her.but things will never be the same,phones and webcams can never replace someone's presence.better than nothing though.it's a pity because it wasn't her choice to leave penang.

we sent her off with a heavy heart.i tried not to cry,but how can you not cry when someone's you're so close to leave ? although not for good,but still,it's like a part of you leaving.it breaks my heart even more to see her cry and not wanting to go at all.it didn't get any better in melbourne.her luggage is lost.how can MAS be so lousy ? her whole luggage is gone and after four days still no news.can you believe this ? it's mutherfuckingfour days.she has to get new clothes and stuff.it's not the new thing that she minds,its her OWN things.things,belongings that she can call her own in a foreign place.basically it is also the only thing that reminds her of home.poor girl,she cried two days straight.

my heart aches when i receive her sms this morning,she said she dreamt of all of us and she miss us like hell.well just to let her know.i miss her bucket loads too.

My Valentine's Day

As said in my previous blog entry,i was celebrating my Valentine's day in Sigi's By the Sea in Golden Sands Hotel.We were there for a buffet dinner.I did not quite enjoy it as the food are not my type. I even puke halfway through dinner.No,i did not puke on the table.I went to the toilet.Thanks to the cold scallop.My tummy couldn't take it,i think.

Valentine's Day

a very happy valentine's day to everyone out there.be it lovers or not.have a wonderful day.i think that valentine's day is actually a very expensive day to celebrate.people nowadays are trying to make profit out of everything.from flowers to dinners. you cannot actually find an affordable one. sigh. i think this is happening because girls are getting more and more demanding isn't it ? they want their boyfriends to get them flowers so that they can show off to their friends who dont have dates and act cute plus lovey dovey.yucks.what's the point of bringing your valentine flowers and walking around in gurney plaza ? don't make sense at all.

to me i think that valentine's will be a blast if celebrated with the best companions.i've been celebrating valentine's for four years now.with Jensen of course. i've never asked for expensive gifts nor flowers.in fact i don't like receiving flowers.it's a waste of money.it dies few days later anyway.still,he gives me flowers every year just to make me happy.haha.this year i told him strictly no flowers allowed.i think because since he is not getting flowers he bought me a diamond ring.i was so suprised and happy,i don't know what to say.we're going for buffet dinner later at golden sands hotel.how to keep fit la ?

to all those people out there that don't have a date.don't fret.you can always go out with your friends. or best,just stay at home alright. because i don't think you want to saddened yourself by seeing very act cute lovey dovey couple holding hands in the mall.hahahhaa.

in less than 12 hours time,yunn will leave to aussie for good.i am not at her house in her room blogging while everyone else's asleep.8 of us cramped into her room.i am going to try to not cry later in the airport,but i think it is pretty impossible.we will all cry.it's bloody cold in here.i have no place to sleep.it's all occupied by those monkeys.

i got my valentine's present from Jensen . it's a ring! hahaha.i've been hinting him for one.hehehe.he got the hint.so i am very happy.the ring is very beautiful.i like it like super alot.will post up photos of it soon.hehe.

i cant type anymore.my fingers are numb.

2 more days

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time flies pretty fast,this coming friday will be my last paper for the sem.woah.8 papers just gone like that.so fast and so scary.i am like 19 this year.omg! i so cannot take it.i want to always be 18 you know.cos 18 sounds not too old not too young.just nice.19 seems weird to me.how can i stop time from flying so fast ? can i like not grow old ? i want to be forever young.when you're young,you don't have to worry bout so many shits you know.just live life to the fullest.i know not alot of teenagers get to live life to the fullest.but still you don't have alot of things to take care of unlike adults.grrr... it freaks me off to think bout MY future.will i like be god damn successful ? or will i forever be a small lil worker in a mediocre company ?

sigh..i really don't want to talk about the future yet.i just hope i get to pass all 8 subs this sem.i did studied a lil.not much but enough to pass.unless that you-know-who wants to fail me.i hate her like super much.bahh.. better not mention her in my blog incase i get into trouble with the authorities.

CNY is just around the corner.and i'm happy because i bought clothes that i like.hehe! go me!! i just need a pair of nice heels and a pair of cool sneakers.of course and a very nice bag ! although i just got my roxy bag for christmas,heck how can a girl say no to bags and heels!!

we just found out that jensen's grandma diagnosed with gallbladder cancer.i hope everything goes well for her.god bless her.

i've been to the beach alot since january till now.experiencing water sports that i don't know about it's existence.it's fun to try new things in life huh ? i've been on a catamaran and on a speedboat.seen jellyfishes up close and personal.getting really bad sun burns that turned into blisters.ooohh.. plus,been to mcd for breakfast for too many times.now i am like so tan and fat.great,not a very good combination huh ? jia yunn is leaving i don't know if i can not cry on that day.i don't want her to feel sad and all la.sigh.this blog is totally pointless.i just want to write bout something but i don't know what.

i just don't know what to blog about anymore...bahh...i'll stop here first till i know what else to update...

headache!! bloody seasick!!

Y1M 52

to all my classmates that actually reads my blog.. please go register yourself to li may..
we wanna go karaoke right after miss mah's paper !! i so wanna have fun !! weee !!

i just got back from autocity (juru). had loads of fun there. pictures will be up soon!