Jul 9, 2009

it certainly feels as if the world is sitting on my shoulder. down right heavy. i hate it when i have to deal with brainless people. college is already hectic enough. why on earth do i still have to deal with you?

i am looking for a place to move. i really don't want to. i like my current place, my roommate's a nice person. we've stayed together for a year already. there is a bond alright. i used to have this really ugly and smelly roommate who moved away without notice, leaving her place vacant up until now. my another roomie and i have been paying for her vacant place blindly for the past 5 months or so. i don't have
a money printer at home. the person responsible for the rent is not me. i am only renting 1/3 of the room. i did not rent the whole room. the person responsible asked us to help pay. we did. first month, second month and until the 5th month. enough is enough.

the thing is, if i move out, i might risk losing my deposit. sixhundredeffinbucks okay?! i hate dealing with this kind of crap. i don't know why she never use her brain. we're only students, if we can afford such expensive rent we won't be sharing room. all of us will be getting our own personal rooms. to come to think of it, it's not
even my problem to begin with. the house is lease under your name. you have every right to go and settle it yourself.but we were being kind helping you out. and this is what we get?

geez, i've got 7 months left in KL. i don't want things to get so ugly and uncomfortable. afterall, we are all living under one roof. money is indeed the root of all evil. money talks usually ruin things. no matter how concrete a relationship/friendship what ever ship. when money is involved, it usually gets pretty ugly. u
nless, you're dealing with really uncalculative people, otherwise, be prepared to take shits.

gawd,it's good to rant. been keeping it inside. pfftt.

and i think i gained weight. look at the face T_T i need to lose weight ASAP.

Jul 3, 2009



i.want.to.go.home.







life's a bitch. stressed out. pfffffttt.

Jul 1, 2009

wahh! ur angmoh pahwerrr ah!

i cannot tolerate some people who just got back from the states or UK and then start showing off their newly acquired accent. the thing is, the person only stayed in UK or the states for a year? i am not saying it's not possible for someone to start speaking with an accent, it's just that when you're back in Malaysia, you don't need to do that.

the thing is, you've been in Malaysia for the past, 15-20 years, and then you go overseas to continue your studies, be it European countries or America or Australia or any other place. there is no way you can turn into them in such a short period of time. i'd definitely understand if you were born there instead of Malaysia.

are you that ashamed to be in touch with your roots? with 'manglish' that made us different? it is fine to speak in proper english when you need to deal with businesses or make important speech. but if you're only speaking to your friends, family, people that practically know you inside out. drop the bloody accent. thank you very much. everybody can speak english, but how many can speak manglish as good as we do wor? it is veli special wan ma.

i personally will want to teach my fellow ang mor friends to speak manglish instead of english. oh wait, they don't need me to teach them english anyway. hahaha! if i am away from home, in a far away place, the last i need will be perfect english. if i am far away from home, and i hear people speaking manglish, i will be so,so,so happy. it will actually feel more like home lor.


this is obviously a filler post. i've got nothing much to blog about. been very busy with college work. feels like i've got something to submit every single day. i am already trying not to procrastinate already. i hope i can keep it that way. i need it. i think i can manage, i've got myself a Personal Assistant. *grins*

Jun 28, 2009

theawesomenessthatisprocrastinating

too many things to do, too little time. =( but then again,it is because i am always,and i mean always procrastinating. it's like procrastinating is my middle name. =="


i have always waited until the very last minute to do my work. maybe it's the adrenaline of rushing that i like but it is not a very good way of doing things.


don't let me get started on being organized. i am never organized. i have organizers, but i just don't put them to good use. what's the point of jotting down all those important dates when i don't bother looking at them. i kinda like doing things at my own pace. late or not that is. how awfully inappropriate for someone who is in her senior year in college. this semester is not a joke at all. the work load is crazy. i see my classmates busy doing their things, feeling the pressure but i have yet to feel it yet. though i know the work load in crazy. wtf me.


the thing is as much as i procrastinate, i've never failed to hand in my work on time. but quality wise, heh!


definitely have got to get rid of this bad habit of mine.

Jun 26, 2009

myshiba ♥


i miss my baby girl.

i don't know when i will see her again. okay, i am exaggerating. i am seeing her in September, wtf, but it's only end of June T_T September is still so long.

and if i really decide to stay in KL permanently for at least 2 years or so, i won't be seeing her that often. i've thought about bringing her here to KL, but i don't think she can adapt life living in a condo. she's always be an outdoor person/dog. she's not exactly young either. 12 years old already.

i miss her, so much.

Jun 24, 2009

Should I ?

COACH PENELOPE SIGNATURE CHECKBOOK WALLET

I'm still contemplating if I should get it or not. But then someone said it'll be my birthday present.

hmmm.. so should I or should I not?

Jun 23, 2009

Today..

I found a very ugly picture online, only to find out that the person in the ugly picture is my bff.. FML..
vote for this ugly person HERE